It seems that I idle away my life everyday.
I think my present life was meaningless .
I should enrich my life.
I should make my life rich and colorful .
So I have to read books as many as possible.
I need to make full use of my time to do something meaningful .
Come On! Fighting.
Confident

第1058天，早晨自动醒了哈哈太把任务当任务了，这样下去要操碎心的[伤心]哈哈打起精神又一天，工作上的事情还是要理理，无头绪是比较可怕的，不过处于初期就是各种摸索加思考。微博的平台抒发一下比闷在心里好，这一阶段的心路历程明显是灰蒙蒙的，虽然并不想但还是挡不住事实的垮压。哈尼温暖[心]fighting！想想领导，他们的压力更大，自己操作层面的就别过分放大了。早五分钟地铁，人就好多，好神奇。

I don't enjoy the way I choose to live, making me feel exhausted.

The Most sad of the part, however, is I will continue to do so and always.
Why ? Cause this is exactly who I am and only in this way, will I Have a chance to chase things what I really want to get.

We all fighting for our life in somehow, we May tired, upset, hopeless. We shall never Give Up! Why ? You never know what will happen next. For ourselves, Cheers[拳头]