I don’t know how to explain what happened to me these days. I had a big quarrel with Lucas and we fighted and I scratched him on the chin. We both said many heartbreaking words to each other, and both of us were very disappointed. I moved out of his apartment. To be honest, I had a been upset for quite a long time because of my passive situation. Every time I cannot take the lead of myself, I’ll be down. I was even sadder when he was helping me package up hastily. It was like, he has been looking forward to my left for long time. Also, I was feeling myself abandoned as an object. This feeling has been haunting my whole life repeatedly, over and over again. Corinne said probably it was because I experienced some mental trauma in my childhood. I don’t know, but I do know this is not the first time and won’t be the last time of feeling it.
I’ve been reflecting on myself frequently these days, mostly about the relationship between me and Lucas, and also about Corinne and Max. I blamed myself for believe in Lucas’s over commitment. I regrettd for being so close to Max. I looked down upon myself for overreliance on others. I hated myself for wanting so much I resented my unrealistic ambition.
I was thankful for Lucas’s gentleness, Corinne's care, and my parents' support. Now, I need to reconsider my life path. How can I balance all these things? How can I continue speaking English? How can I find a less stressful and quieter social environment? How can I be an excellent teacher? How can I get a boyfriend who is tall and strong and always the hero for me? At the meantime, how can I take my parents’ feelings into consideration?
No matter how, the truth is, being aware of who we are, where we are from, and where we should go is always a lifelong task.
I still desire a low-key and safe relationship without overcommitment without overreliance, and without the need to show it off to others. I’ll continue finding it.
I’ve been reflecting on myself frequently these days, mostly about the relationship between me and Lucas, and also about Corinne and Max. I blamed myself for believe in Lucas’s over commitment. I regrettd for being so close to Max. I looked down upon myself for overreliance on others. I hated myself for wanting so much I resented my unrealistic ambition.
I was thankful for Lucas’s gentleness, Corinne's care, and my parents' support. Now, I need to reconsider my life path. How can I balance all these things? How can I continue speaking English? How can I find a less stressful and quieter social environment? How can I be an excellent teacher? How can I get a boyfriend who is tall and strong and always the hero for me? At the meantime, how can I take my parents’ feelings into consideration?
No matter how, the truth is, being aware of who we are, where we are from, and where we should go is always a lifelong task.
I still desire a low-key and safe relationship without overcommitment without overreliance, and without the need to show it off to others. I’ll continue finding it.
#张杰[超话]# Hello, I am so so excited I will be attending all three shows in Hangzhou. I have been lucky enough to attend 16 of Jason‘s concerts in 6 different countries over the years. But Jason has done 100 concerts. Amazing how many fans he has thrilled over the years. I have enjoyed seeing Jason get better and better and try new things all the time always surprising his fans. Hope to see you all in Hangzhou. In the pictures below is my first concert I ever saw of Jason in The Dolby theater in Los Angeles, California, and then the picture of him on the stage I took in the front row which was just a couple inches from the stage.
A lot of great memories seen the concerts and meeting Jason‘s amazing fans. Also grandma Peng will be with us all at the concert in spirit. We miss you.
A lot of great memories seen the concerts and meeting Jason‘s amazing fans. Also grandma Peng will be with us all at the concert in spirit. We miss you.
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