"When you meet someone you like, you must be bold, cautious and thick-skinned, otherwise you may never meet again if you miss it.你这个人,从一开始就太理性,你把自己层层包裹起来拒人于千里之外,哪怕付出也是适而可止,为了避免所有的结束,你避免了所有的开始,但是我还是希望有个人,有个人可以看穿你怕受伤的心,坚定的站在你身边,因为我知道,听歌时发现没谁可想,空空落落的,也不是件好事

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我们都只活一次，对吗？
Please be bold

In the depths of my heart, a troubling thought consumes me - the delicate existence of my father hangs by a thread. The echoes of his intermittent cough fill the living room, serving as a poignant reminder of his declining health. However, I can't help but ponder, aren't we all gradually approaching our own mortality from the moment we take our first breath? This existential dilemma troubles me deeply. Perhaps this is the root of my problem – the perpetual uncertainty about what I truly desire in life. Why is it that I find comfort in intertwining the solutions to complex puzzles, those filled with numerous correct paths and a single misstep, with the collective struggles of humanity? The feeling of my spirit waning becomes overwhelming... but then again, don't we all experience a gradual dissipation in our own unique way? It's as if I'm yearning for someone to understand and empathize with me, to simply say, "I hear you." Yet, it's far more intricate than that. When you zoom out and observe your problems as tiny particles within the kaleidoscope of others' anguish and suffering, and even further, against the grand tapestry of nature's unstoppable forces, your own issues fade into insignificance.

Perhaps the alternative lies in self-hypnosis. Those who have faced burdens that cascade down their shoulders like an avalanche on an idle weekday afternoon understand the incredible power of hypnosis. Your mind hides behind a veil of ice, and burying these burdens in the snow is often the only way to continue with daily routines that once felt as simple as choosing a latte, but have now transformed into daunting decisions despite the bold print on a menu board.