I used to be an active and optimistic girl
but I don't know when and why, I've become who I am now, who has little interest in life, don't know what I want
I feel happy when I'm with people I love, but I'm so afraid I can't give them what they want
I just think I'm useless, always messing things up
we may meet some people and they say they love you, but do they? everybody loves themselves
I really don't know what I'm persuing in life, but I do desperately want to be loved
it's so hard to be happy
I guess after all, everyone must bow to life

#西宝的每日阅读# 下午带西宝去加班，我去忙了，娃在我办公室看完了这本大象巴巴，还看了2部电影。晚上回到家吃晚饭已是9:00，我真是抓狂，能不能不要这么浪费时间啊！拖过来读了4篇raz，错了2道题（2/40），其中一题three little pigs告诉我们take the time to do good things（答案），为啥不是always to be kind to others？我怀疑答案错了，小猪最后不是帮狼叫救护车了嘛！
看这本《大象巴巴》，就觉得眼熟。翻了翻内容，第一个故事和家里一本英文完全一样，页码都一样。我的大开本英文版看着舒服啊，铜版纸，颜色鲜艳，图大，字大，还是花体。

萨提亚箴言
Peace within，Peace between， Peace among.
内在和谐，人际和睦，世界和平。
We are all unique manifestations of the same Life Force.
我们每个人都来自同一生命力，各自以独特的方式展现。
Real control means YOU have CHOICES.
真正的主权在于“你拥有许多选择”。
Change is always possible.　
改变永远是可能的。
EMPOWER people so they can do their work.
当人们接触自己的力量，就能够做自己。
In our differences we grow；in our sameness we connect.
我们因彼此的相似而连接，因彼此的差异而成长。
World peace begins at HOME.
世界和平由家开始。
Healing the family， we heal the world.
治疗家庭，我们便治疗了世界。
Problem is not the problem， coping is.
问题本身不是问题，如何应对才是问题。
Negative events don’t have to be responded to negatively.
没有必要以负面的态度来回应负面的事件。